Just leave it for a time

"I felt like it opened my mind in many ways but it also distorted other things and disabled me too. My memory became short... I mean, I couldn't carry a conversation very long because I forgot what I was talking about, however- I realized this of course... so I decided not to talk so much.. And I just experienced my mind. I felt like I could feel my body much better than in daily life. I felt areas where my bones had problems etc... Like my right knee felt like something was wrong... and my right foot... and a certain area of my back.  Actually, those are areas where I have injured... but usually I don’t feel it like that. Also, my imagination became more vivid. I walked to the beach with my friend, who also had smoked it. It was night time... and I looked at the clouds above the ocean... I felt it was so beautiful... and I imagined the clouds were a painting... kind of like starry night     ... and mentally I could paint in the clouds because my imagination was very strong. It was quite interesting... I think the substance allowed some parts of my brain to work better, and other parts to be a little bit handicapped. But overall I still had my basic judgment. It was a good experience.  And I would do it again, but still I believe you shouldn't do such things very often. And before I tried it I researched very heavily on the internet... and found that it doesn't have permanent side affects... and it doesn't damage your brain at all. Like some drugs can do. Like some un-natural chemical drugs do. I don’t think it’s too bad...  the Indians use to do it for all of their spiritual ceremonies because they believed it opened their mind to the spiritual world. But I’m not the kind of person to rely on something outside of my own body or mind ... I'd rather just be alone, by myself.   I don’t need such things. But I would recommend everybody try it once. If you ever tried such a thing though... only do it with a good friend who also did it.  Whom you trust.  Or else by yourself, although with a good friend is best. I’d never try a different drug, though." He said a lot about marijuana. 

Though I knew western people's attitude to drugs, especially to such "soft" drugs like marijuanna is very tolerant, I was still surprised that my dear friend actually have done it last year and recommend me to try it. Yes, I figured it is very interesting experience from his words and of course I'm curious. But is my mind matured enough? I am really not sure. So I prefer to play safe for now.